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10 years ago, an awful wake-up call

Posted: Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:01 AM

NEW YORK – Ten years ago I was visiting my family in Boston when the phone rang just before dawn on a Saturday morning. The call was from the NBC News assignment desk.

The person on the other end apologized for the early call on a summer weekend morning but explained there was a report that John F. Kennedy Jr.’s plane was missing and might have crashed in the Atlantic Ocean off the coast of Martha’s Vineyard.

I remember being asked, if need be, could I drive to Cape Cod to the Kennedy family home in Hyannis Port?

As I rubbed the sleep from my eyes my first response was, "Of course I can." 

VIDEO: Newly released photos of JFK Jr. in People magazine

But I also thought this can’t be happening. This is a terrible mistake – some kind of a mix up. How could Kennedy’s plane just go missing? He can’t be dead.  He’s too young, too handsome and too famous.

Of course, none of those things makes anyone immune to the tragic realities of life.  And goodness knows, those qualities have not shielded the Kennedy family. Still, I wanted to dismiss the prospect of horrible news and hope for the best.

Initially – a mystery
The person on the assignment desk was just as incredulous about the veracity of the initial report.  For several agonizing hours there was no firm confirmation that a tragic accident had occurred. But news crews were getting ready.

We had been told that Kennedy, his wife Carolyn Bessette, and sister- in- law Lauren Bessette had taken off from a New York City area airport on the night of July 16, 1999, en route to Martha’s Vineyard. Questions were raised about whether they actually took off and if they had been in contact with people on the Vineyard.

A frenzy of activity began to sort out the truth. Calls were made to the Kennedy home in New York and to his relatives and friends. The news desk called the FAA, local authorities, even the Coast Guard was called to find out what, if any, search operation was under way.

Absent definite answers one thing was clear: I needed to get to Hyannis Port. Soon after I arrived that Saturday morning I knew I’d be there for several days. 

I found myself in the midst of a massive crowd of local reporters and national correspondents, producers and cameramen. TV satellite trucks quickly became a part of the pristine beachfront landscape.

VIDEO: July 22, 1999: Bodies recovered from Kennedy crash, Rehema Ellis reports

I remember reporting on how local Hyannis Port residents were reacting to the news that Kennedy’s plane was missing.             

They had a hard time accepting the horrible truth, and they weren’t alone. 

Some residents wanted to believe that somehow Kennedy, his wife and sister-in-law survived.  I even wondered whether Kennedy could have flown off course and made his way to an uncharted island in the Caribbean. Admittedly a crazy thought I never included in my reports back then.  But I write about it now just to point out that even for correspondents like me who often have to report on difficult stories, painful news is hard to accept until there’s proof. 

Ultimately, of course, proof came.

Interactive: Kennedy Family Tree

Mourning another tragedy
In the heart wrenching days that followed parts of the plane were recovered along with remains of those on board.

In Hyannis, residents who had lived with the Kennedys as neighbors for decades kept a respectful distance.  But when I returned to New York City I reported on how people went to the Kennedy apartment building, as well as churches, and left flowers, candles and cards.

I remember thinking that once again here was a Kennedy who would never grow old and it was extraordinary that all across the country people stopped and grieved for him just like they did for his father.

What do you recollect about the tragic death of JFK Jr., his wife and sister-in-law? Add your comments below.

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I remember thinking this can't be true.  I just remember him as John John and how kind he seemed.  Did not want to believe that it was true and then  how scary it must have been on that flight.  I still think of this from time to time and also of Caroline.
I was visiting VA and remembering turning on the morning news and seeing Dawn Stensland (who is on Fox news) reporting the story.
I remember this terrible accident very clearly, my husband and I were in Denver,Co due to the untimely early arrival of our daughter, 2 months before she should have been here, we had gone out for supper and we got back to the Ronald McDonald House and everyone was watching t.v. so we stopped to check it out, sad as it is, that can be the important media event that surrounded her birthday that she talk about in the future. She just turned 10 yrs. old, that is so hard to believe. My heart goes out to his family and to all those who lose someone important in their lives.

                           Nikki, wyoming
Absolutely heartsick.  I just couldn't believe this was happening again.  Still miss John John.  Hurts.
John,jr was meant to aspire like his father and his mother.  His unfortunate death (still hard to say)was
just untimely.  We still wonder  if he would be in politics still.  I am still saying .....bye John.


Pam's.
JFK, Jr. and I shared a birthday, November 25. When I learned of his accident I remembered being 8 years old in 1963 and watching him, then 3 years old, salute his father as JFK was being buried on our birthday.
This was a tragedy.  Such a charming young man and the loss of him and his wife and sister-in-law were way before their times.
I lived in Florida at that time, and had prepared all week for a sidewalk sale to be held on Sat.  Saturday morning early a lot of people came, and then suddenly, no one.  I wondered what happened, and then one lonely person came and told me the news.
I remember thinking (hoping) that John was heroically holding his wife and her sister above water waiting to be rescued.  So sad that they are all gone, so young, too soon.
My family and I were on vacation in Red River, NM.  When we heard the news, time stood still.  We sat for hours in our condo with our eyes glued to the TV.  Eventually we continued our vacation that day, but will never forget where we were when we got the news.
I feeling the same way I had felt about Princess Diana's death. Totally unreal.
I remember hearing the news and just being stunned, as I sat on my front porch in Provincetown,Ma., so close to the point of the tragedy, and feeling not again, not again........for a family that has had so much, and yet so little time.
I remember I felt so sad for the entire family, especially Caroline.  Such a great loss, I was just waiting for him to break into politics to see what he could have accomplished.
When I heard the news my first thought was about JFK,Jr's new political magazine, "George".  A publication completely independent of govenment issue control, or lobbyists bearing gifts.  Looking at the mainstream media today, one has to wonder who is left tot speak the truth.
I remember hearing the news and just being stunned, as I sat on my front porch in Provincetown,Ma., so close to the point of the tragedy, and feeling not again, not again........for a family that has had so much, and yet so little time.
Our family was at once again renting an in-law apartment at the beach from the then director of the FAA. I remember the phone ringing very early in the morning in their part of the house. We couldn't figure out why she seemed so preoccupied when we said goodbye before we left for home. The news of John Kennedy's death came over the radio just as we arived home. What an awful tragedy to have to deal with.
I was in the Navy at the time. Heading from Orient point in NY to New London, CT via ferry. Off to the east the sky and water merged into a solid wall where you could not twll where the water began or ended.

Being the senior person in my unit (E7) I was responsible for checking in my people that night when an officer asked me if I had any divers in my group. I told him no but I would check with other groups to see if they did. I asked him why and  he said you'll find out in the morning.

He left and next morning we heard about the missing plane.
I remember feeling a great sense of loss, not just of their lives, but for what could have been.  I am a confirmed Repbulican, but I always wondered if John Jr. wouldn't have been somewhat different in his approach to politics and couldn't have brought about a more positive change in the way Washington operates.  I bought many of the magazines that had his picture on the cover, and I kept newspaper articles.  My mom saved the newspaper from when JFK was murdered, so now the archive has grown.  It is hard to believe that it has been ten years.
Whenever young people die it is a tragedy. These three famous (so we knew them) smart and beautiful people are a footnote to history. Many of us pinned our hopes for a re-emergence of Camelot on John Jr. and Carolyn Kennedy. Now they can never disappoint us.
When I first heard the news,it was reported a pilot was with him, and I thought it was OK. Then it was reported there was no pilot and JFK,Jr. was not instrument trained, and then I knew he was gone.
I was one of the videographers with Rehema covering a story we wished we didn't have to.  It was hard to fully grasp the initial information.  Here was a young man with such a bright future and his beautiful wife who were missing and presumed dead.  
As professionals we were thrown into the middle of a tragic situation and we had to focus on our jobs.  There was no time to feel sadness or mourn.  There would be time for that later.
The Hyannis Port community was gracious, kind, and more than tolerant of our intrusion into their quiet and private neighborhood.  They understood we were there so that the rest of the world could share in the grief of the loss of one of their own.  
The real tragedy isn't JFK Jr. at all, the real victims were his wife and sister in law who relied on him to make good flying decisions.  As a novice pilot, he had no business flying under those conditions. It is too bad the innocent ones lost their lives due to JFK Jr's poor decisions.
Unbelief- just like when my parents passed away. Or friends of mine- or yours.
but, death is not the end.....
I was shocked and saddened. Tragedy has visited that family too many times.  
I remembered my sister telling how she was driving through Andover, MA near Phillip's Academy on Main Street.  She was stopped at a light, as the light turned green she began to drive. Out of the corner of her eye she saw a young man running across the street. She slammed on her breaks. She was ready to yell at the young man.  The young man was John John running in front of her car.  No doubt late for class.  lol
I CRIED, IT FELT LIKE I LOST FAMILY
I remember hearing this news and how sad it was with
this young man and the (2)young lovely ladies and it
seemed to get sadder the more news you would hear.
I just felt the Kennedy's sorta belonged to me.
I think Mr. Kennedy bit off more then he could chew.
He had no business flying at night with no instrument
rateing. It was just another case of this family thinking they are above us all and can do anything they please. It was not an accident but arrogance that killed the king!
Such a loss........a family legacy of carelessness.
I remember the sad day one person's misfortune was used to score a political point. Even If it was done as some kind of sick reverse-psychology that benefited me, I still do remember that dreadful, abominable, day. Oh wait, that day is every day.
My first thought was of jackie...I said to my Dad something like "thank goodnes Jackie is not here for this"
I sat glued to my tv that morning, praying for a miracle.  When the miracle didn't come, my heart ached for a life that was snuffed out too soon, for the unrealized potential that was gone.  
It was late at night ten years ago, when I wrote this and sent it out to some friends:

During the vigil, midnight PDT, July 18, 1999:

In only a few hours, the sun will create crystals on wave tops off the Massachusset coast where many now believe the silent forms of John F. Kennedy, Jr., his wife Carolyn and her sister sleep in the mangled wreckage of  a small aircraft.  Yet each shining replica of a distant star tells us John-John will never die.

No one who saw the brave little boy, in a grown-up suit, salute his Daddy's coffin will ever forget.  Anyone who came to realize that child became a grown man  of vigor and cheerful mind, a puckish innovator and individual of integrity, can never forget.  And because his real grown-up counterpart is a man of worth, John-John can never die.

Our martyred hero's son became a tender darling of America.  We wondered, at times, what had become of him.  At times, some reporter told us.  But JFK Jr. waited until his independent maturity to enter the public eye of his own will, and even then only on the basis of what he had done.  He never traded on our sentimental bond with his childhood's portrait, nor purchased cheap celebrity with his father's blood.  The boy was indeed the father to the man, and so John-John lived on.

JFK Jr. fulfilled a nation's trust in the child's innocence.  He let that innocent child be.  

John-John, like Peter Pan, never truly grew up.  JFK Jr. became a man of promise, an enigma we studied when he chose to show himself, to see what kind of promise he would fulfill. By not bringing John-John back onto the stage as a sly prop, JFK Jr. both fulfilled one promise of decent humility, and made sure his intimate brother could never die.

Morning's starlets in the spindrift off Martha's Vineyard each house a tiny image of a distant sun.  Similarly, JFK Jr. carried little John-John in him, but is distant from the boy who was.  Maybe now he cavorts with sea-foam sparklers, and his promise is yet a question.

But he left John-John with us, and John-John will never die.
I remember being incredibly sad, and even crying at work. I also remember being incredibly sad for JFK Jr's sister-in-law, Lauren, who was on board, because was moreso a bystander.
I was just packing up that morning to return home from vacation in North Myrtle Beach, SC. It did not look good, but folks were still hoping, but by the time I arrived back in Columbia, the news was grim, and I was very, very sad. Unvelievable, still.
I was at a funeral for a 16 year old boy and heard whispers at the funeral that John's plane was missing and couldn't believe what I was hearing, especially where I was hearing it.  So young, way too young to die, just heartbreaking.
Godspeed Caroline and family,even though they are lost,they will never be forgotten.John would have been a representative of next great generation. May you find peace.                                
I remember straightening up my apartment on a Saturday morning, flipping on my bedroom tv set and being completely stunned when I saw what was being reported.  I sat at the end of that bed for a long time, inches away from the tv, just staring in disbelief at the news coverage.  I was heartbroken when JFK and Bobby were killed, and once again all I could think about was what might have been – and how unbelievable it was that Caroline was now the only one of that First Family who was left.  So sad.
I was attending St John's University at that time and I was in my computer class when I got the news that was one of the saddest days in my life. I can never forget that day.
I remember that day so clearly.  My family and I were on vacation at Lake Wallenpaupack and saw that coming over the tv.  Total shock.  We all stayed in and just watched television over and over, hoping this was a mistake.
My family had convened in Chicago for my nephew's wedding.  We watched the developing news story surrounding the loss of John Kennedy Jr. , his wife and sister-in-law.  Such a sad irony as we prepared to celebrate my nephew's wedding and JK Jr.'s cousin cancelled hers while the Kennedy's and Bessette's mourned their losses.
As sad and unnecessary as this tragedy was, it still remains a fact that the airplane doesn't know or care how famous, skillful or handsome you are - only whether you have the skills to control it.  That's why we used to call Bonanzas 'doctor-killers'.
I have always felt a special connection to John Jr because we shared the same birthday and I am just two days older than Caroline. When I was young of course they were all of over TV and I fantasized that I might meet them one day. I couldn't believe it when I heard the news that he was missing and then gone. I think we all knew what had happened when those items washed up on the shore. I still think of him and sit up and take notice whenever his name is mentioned.
When this news came out, we were on a family vacation in Dallas, TX.  In fact, this news came out the day after we had visited the JFK museum at the site where he was shot.  We had watched the videos of JFK and his children while touring the museum.  Our sons were especially touched because they had been so impressed with the life of JFK and how tragically it ended and now the little boy in the video had met an untimely death also...the news was very sad for our family.
True it was a tragedy-but an entirely avoidable one. His inexperience and ego led him to what happened and he took two others with him.
My roommate came home and I was sitting on the back porch... he said "Kennedy's plane is missing"... I immediately thought he meant Senator Kennedy...

I went in the house and flipped on CNN and watched in desbelief for a few hours.
I will always remember that day. I was staying at the Holiday Inn in Clark,NYJ while my husband to be was still at work, I was glued to the TV after the first news broke. We were set to get married on the 20th  we actually took the train to NY on our honeymoon that Tuesday after all the world knew of the sad news about John John,Carolyn and Lauren; we did not go to their home because I thought it was not proper. I remember being 5 years old when I read all about JFK assasination on the TIME magazine in my country Ecuador and now his only son was dead. Every year before my wedding anniversary I remember John John and I will always will.My condolences to his sister and family.
My two sons and I were flying home to Florida from New York.  During our layover in Atlanta the programming was interrupted for a news bulletin. It's surreal to see everyone near you completely stop what they're doing to be glued to the TV report about John and his wife.  I remember thinking...good god, not again, but also realizing that his wife's family lost both of their daughters.  Such a tragedy, such a loss for his family and for our country.
I was older than John by 10 years so I watched him grow up, first in the White House, then into adulthood.  It made me sick at heart that Jackie never wanted him to be a pilot because she feared for his safety.  He should have believed his mother.  I don't want to ever forget that the Bessette family lost 2 young, talented daughters in this tragedy. Their loss should be mourned with equal respect.
I was older than John by 10 years so I watched him grow up, first in the White House, then into adulthood.  It made me sick at heart that Jackie never wanted him to be a pilot because she feared for his safety.  He should have believed his mother.  I don't want to ever forget that the Bessette family lost 2 young, talented daughters in this tragedy. Their loss should be mourned with equal respect.


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