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10 years ago, an awful wake-up call

Posted: Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:01 AM

NEW YORK – Ten years ago I was visiting my family in Boston when the phone rang just before dawn on a Saturday morning. The call was from the NBC News assignment desk.

The person on the other end apologized for the early call on a summer weekend morning but explained there was a report that John F. Kennedy Jr.’s plane was missing and might have crashed in the Atlantic Ocean off the coast of Martha’s Vineyard.

I remember being asked, if need be, could I drive to Cape Cod to the Kennedy family home in Hyannis Port?

As I rubbed the sleep from my eyes my first response was, "Of course I can." 

VIDEO: Newly released photos of JFK Jr. in People magazine

But I also thought this can’t be happening. This is a terrible mistake – some kind of a mix up. How could Kennedy’s plane just go missing? He can’t be dead.  He’s too young, too handsome and too famous.

Of course, none of those things makes anyone immune to the tragic realities of life.  And goodness knows, those qualities have not shielded the Kennedy family. Still, I wanted to dismiss the prospect of horrible news and hope for the best.

Initially – a mystery
The person on the assignment desk was just as incredulous about the veracity of the initial report.  For several agonizing hours there was no firm confirmation that a tragic accident had occurred. But news crews were getting ready.

We had been told that Kennedy, his wife Carolyn Bessette, and sister- in- law Lauren Bessette had taken off from a New York City area airport on the night of July 16, 1999, en route to Martha’s Vineyard. Questions were raised about whether they actually took off and if they had been in contact with people on the Vineyard.

A frenzy of activity began to sort out the truth. Calls were made to the Kennedy home in New York and to his relatives and friends. The news desk called the FAA, local authorities, even the Coast Guard was called to find out what, if any, search operation was under way.

Absent definite answers one thing was clear: I needed to get to Hyannis Port. Soon after I arrived that Saturday morning I knew I’d be there for several days. 

I found myself in the midst of a massive crowd of local reporters and national correspondents, producers and cameramen. TV satellite trucks quickly became a part of the pristine beachfront landscape.

VIDEO: July 22, 1999: Bodies recovered from Kennedy crash, Rehema Ellis reports

I remember reporting on how local Hyannis Port residents were reacting to the news that Kennedy’s plane was missing.             

They had a hard time accepting the horrible truth, and they weren’t alone. 

Some residents wanted to believe that somehow Kennedy, his wife and sister-in-law survived.  I even wondered whether Kennedy could have flown off course and made his way to an uncharted island in the Caribbean. Admittedly a crazy thought I never included in my reports back then.  But I write about it now just to point out that even for correspondents like me who often have to report on difficult stories, painful news is hard to accept until there’s proof. 

Ultimately, of course, proof came.

Interactive: Kennedy Family Tree

Mourning another tragedy
In the heart wrenching days that followed parts of the plane were recovered along with remains of those on board.

In Hyannis, residents who had lived with the Kennedys as neighbors for decades kept a respectful distance.  But when I returned to New York City I reported on how people went to the Kennedy apartment building, as well as churches, and left flowers, candles and cards.

I remember thinking that once again here was a Kennedy who would never grow old and it was extraordinary that all across the country people stopped and grieved for him just like they did for his father.

What do you recollect about the tragic death of JFK Jr., his wife and sister-in-law? Add your comments below.

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When John Kennedy JR's death was announced,, my first thought was how fortunate it was that Mrs. Kennedy did not live to experience that tragic event.  
I will always remember that day. I was staying at the Holiday Inn in Clark,NYJ while my husband to be was still at work, I was glued to the TV after the first news broke. We were set to get married on the 20th  we actually took the train to NY on our honeymoon that Tuesday after all the world knew of the sad news about John John,Carolyn and Lauren; we did not go to their home because I thought it was not proper. I remember being 5 years old when I read all about JFK assasination on the TIME magazine in my country Ecuador and now his only son was dead. Every year before my wedding anniversary I remember John John and I will always will.My condolences to his sister and family.
My husband & I were on vacation in the Bahamas when we saw the news on CNN. We were in shock because he was our age & we couldn't believe another Kennedy was gone. Also how sad it was that the Bessette family lost 2 daughters. I lost my husband last year and can't imagine having to grieve for 2 at once. It was very odd for us because on 3 different occassions when we traveled a celebrity died. Sonny Bono, Princess Diane & then John Jr. We feel like we grew up with him & Caroline so felt the loss stronger. God Bless all of the friends & family involved.  
I will never forget that I was in a very small town in the northern part of Spain on holiday.  We were on a tour and had stopped that morning for coffee at a local cafe.  As others gather around us and found out we lived in the U.S. they asked if we had heard the news about John Kennedy.  I really couldn't believe it.  At first, I thought these people had the wrong information; I even asked if they were sure.  When they presented me with the morning's newspaper reality set in.  What a shame, what a loss, what potential our nation would never see.  I was pretty sad the remainder of the trip.
Oh this tragedy still haunts me to this day.  How does Caroline keep going without her brother, her best friend?  I had been running errands all morning taht day, noticing there wasn't as many people out for a Saturday, but didn't think twice till I happen to see all the TV's in Target showing pictures of him and I walked up asking what is going on.  People standing there were just crying and in shock, and shaking their heads, and saying; how could this happen again to such a family???  Why them???

I still remember the day Kenneday was shot, my Dad went out and bought a new tv just so we call all watch on a bigger screen.  My mom was sitting on the floor with my baby sister, folding laundry, it was like that for 3 days.  I will never fotget it.

I could not believe the news reports when I woke up that Saturday morning.  I will always remember "John
John" as the stoic little boy saluting his father's
coffin.  It was truly hard to believe that this man
who could have been president one day, was now dead.
I was on a long anticipated vacation with my family.  We were sitting on the beach the evening that the plane went missing and commenting on how foggy and eerie it looked on the water.  The next morning we woke up to the news and we left the island a day early to get out of the frenzy.  Very sad.
I remember my heart breaking...again.
I was absolutey devastated. It was so sad. the same reaction from the shuttle that blew up and killed all of the astronauts and when the twin towers were attacked and fell.  
We were staying Woods Hole that weekend. Saturday morning-knowing nothing -we went for a walk by the Coast Guard station and there was a guard out front-unusual. We went over on the ferry to the vineyard-still knowing nothing- and the woman sitting next to me said "something is wrong. There are too many patrol boats on the water". We didn't learn of the tragedy until early afternoon and at that time decided to head back. News media frenzy was becoming evident. The ferry was crowded but it was amazingly quiet. Such a tragedy for a family that has had more than their share.
I remember that morning vividly. I had gotten up early to catch a few hours of overtime in the office and before I left the house I turned on the TV to check the weather.  I saw the report and was horrified.  Needless to say, I didn't make it to the office that morning. In fact, I didn't make it anywhere.  I sat in stunned silence in front of the TV for hours.  Hearing of this latest tragedy to befall him and his family felt so personal to me.  I felt like I had been punched right in the chest.  

After all, we had all seen every aspect of John John's life thanks to the media.  We all felt his sorrow and bewilderment as he saluted is father's coffin and then went home to celebrate his birthday.  
We had all watched his accomplishments, and trials and tribulations like they were our own; like he was our own.

Now our John John was gone, Camelot was gone, and none of us, of a certain generation, would ever feel the same bright shining hope we had before his loss.
So sad - I kept thinking that I was glad that his mother didn't live to see this day.  

He was a handsome young man with a bright future - what a waste.
I remember thinking of the word "hubris".
I have always believed John Jr. would have been the best president the kennedy family produced.  He seemed to hav it all: grace, intelligence, caring and just plain common decency.  Too bad he didn't use better judgment.    
I was living on Martha's Vineyard when this happened. Upon first hearing it, I thought it was just awful speculation, until I heard that they had started to find debris washing up on the island. Such a terrible loss at such a young age.
My wife, two young sons, and I arrived on Cumberland Island, Georgia late in the afternoon of July 16th where we had rented a beach house for the week. Cumberland Island is where John and his wife, Carolyn were married in a tiny, modest chapel, built in the late 19th century by sons and daughters of slaves.

The next day, after we heard the news, we rode our bicycles to the chapel and lit a candle in their memory. it struck me thewn that John tried so hard to be his own man, from being a struggling editor of George magazine to shunning the pomp and splendor that the country would have bestowed on him at a wedding Mass at St. Patrick's. One wonders what John would have accomplished in his life.

 
30 years to the day after the Apollo 11 moon launch,
sending the first men to the surface of the moon, a race started by his father in the early days of the 60's.
I remember leaving the house on an early-morning errand and turning on NPR for the Saturday news and hearing about the accident.  How unreal, sad, and unfortunately sequential.  I heard a lot of commentators say "Kennedy Curse" that weekend.  On Monday, I heard  ---also on NPR--- a conversation with Cokie Roberts, whose father had died in a plane crash back in 1972.  She said how said she was, especially for the Bessette family, because they had lost TWO children.  Until then, I had not heard anyone else single out that double-pain.  I was happy when President Clinton authorized a longer-than-usual search for the plane and the bodies, given, he said, "the many sacrfices the Kennedy family had made for our country."  At least we had some closure.
It's interesting, as I too thought he was on an uncharted island somewhere, waiting to be rescued.  I was working at a hotel at the time, and remember at first being revited to the television, then realizing that there was no further reason to watch,other than morbid curiosity, and actually felt that he and his family deserved better than that.  So I stopped watching.

I will always wish I had somehow met him walking down the street in NYC, but I keep the final issue of his magazine "George" as a reminder of all the wonderful things he had to share with the world.

RIP
I remember the day like it was yesterday.  It seem such a same that a wonderful man in the prime of his life could be taken from us so soon.  I wept that day not only for John, Carolyn, or Lauren, but also for the children of John-John that would never come.  Til this day my heart goes out to John's sister Caroline as she has to deal with her family legacy alone.
John John was saluting a marine not his dads coffin.
Why do we consider this a tragedy.  We need to stop treating the Kennedy's like royalty.  They are just another crooked political family.  Just take a look at Ted.
Do you shed the same tears for the military members that gave their lifes for their country.  What did JFK Jr. do other than bask in the supposed "glory" of the Kennedy name?
i was sad an had no understanding, my eyes stayed on
the tv. hopeing an praying that he an his family got
out, an was wateing for help. it was so heartbreaking to think he was gone.i bought each people magazine that had his pictures,today i still have them,an will buy the july one. miss u
It was a very tragic event, the loss of all three of those young people. Even more tragic is that it could have been prevented had the pilot not been so foolhardy as to assume he was qualified to fly with an injured leg, with only 300 hours of flight time under his belt, at dusk, to an island which he would reach when darkness had settled in.    
words can not explain how i felt,john will always be
loved an missed. i will keep all people magazines with john on them an buy the one far july 09.
What might have been......
It was a very tragic event, the loss of all three of those young people. Even more tragic is that it could have been prevented had the pilot not been so foolhardy as to assume he was qualified to fly with an injured leg, with only 300 hours of flight time under his belt, at dusk, to an island which he would reach when darkness had settled in.    
i saw him once as he was engaged in a business oriented conversation.......his  presence was an energy in itself.  incredible sad
"Too famous" to die?

Oh puleeze!
I recall being stunned - like everyone else - by the news and feeling like I could not walk away from the television set for what seemed like days. At one point as I was sobbing with sadness for the ill-fated couple and sister, I had a flashback of my mother doing the same thing in 1963 after JFK was killed. I was 8 and the time and it seems like life was never quite the same after that, in the same way 9/11 has
been a turning point in our history.
I remeber thinking..."how much money our government was spending on the search and retrieval of the body", and wondering if they would do the same if it had been Joe Schmoe from Cleveland.  Joe would be fish food.  It's a shame that the Kennedy's have drained our national budget for all these years.
It doesn't matter who or what was at fault in this terrible accident. Three young people full of promise lost their lives. It’s as if many people feel the pain of losing the future, while also mourning the past. How can we not remember all of the family? This country and the world were absorbed into their lives for many years. We were not always welcome or invited, but we were a part of them.

We mustn’t forget Ted Kennedy, who has watched six of his eight brothers and sisters pass on, two of them in violent tragedies unfolding in front of him. He also observed the tragedy of Rosemary, who at 23 was the victim of a failed prefrontal lobotomy and spent the rest of her life in an institution. It’s as if the Kenney family was a magnet for trouble. Wealth, fame and good looks do not shelter anyone from misfortune, nor do they prepare anyone for the anguish this family has suffered.

The only comfort is knowing all these people are once again surrounded by a circle of family and friends.
John was 32 days old when I was born and I was named John in honor of the President-Elect and his newborn son.  I was hysterical crying that night not wanting to believe it could possibly be true.  It still hurts today to mourn the loss of one who might have changed history.  My heart goes out to his family and sister.
After it finally sank in, I too had hoped against hope that it wasn't true, I thought "It's good thing Jackie is already dead because this would have killed her."
There were 3 major dramatic memories in my life. 1ST was being in a PEP rally when they announced JFK had shot. Not only was he much loved, I was only 13 and was rudely awakened to issues outside on my school world. 2nd was being awakened and told Princess Di was dead. The 3rd thing was John Jr. Those three people plus Mrs. Kennedy were the people that would compel me to buy a magazine.
My wife and I were next in line after JFK Jr. to depart Caldwell Airport on the night his plane went down. The weather was not good, with low clouds and a lot of ground fog. We were headed south to Ocean City NJ, and about 15 minutes after our departure I had second thoughts about continuing the flight due to ground fog. Within a few minutes the ground fog started to break and we continued on without a problem. I have flown to Martha's Vineyard and Nantucket many times at night and even in the best of conditions it requires reliance on instruments at times due to the lack of ground references, especially on moonless nights. When we heard about his plane being missing the next morning I was hardly surprised, and would have bet the farm that he lost control of his plane due to disorientation. He plainly and simply made a bad choice to fly that night considering his lack of experience. I suppose we all make bad choices at one time or another. Sometimes we get lucky, live through them and hopefully learn something. Sometimes we don't. It's most unfortunate that his poor judgement cost two other people their lives.    
To Mary Beerman,

What about this family's history makes you think he would be acting "heroically"?  Just like his Uncle Ted, right? Some of the people here are saying that it "was the saddest day of their lives."  I have a hard time believing that you have never faced anything more difficult than this.  A tragedy no doubt, but the "saddest" day of your life?  C'mon people.  Toughen up.    
I remember thinking: "who?"
I guess I am not as enamored with the nouveau royalty as the other posters.  I would feel the same way if Paris Hilton had perished.  really, its a terrible loss for the family and those who were close, but the rest of you--get a grip
John planned to make that flight during the day.  His passengers were late.  He didn't count on that.  Had they been on time, they'd all be alive.  As an instrument pilot, I can't blame John. I was as naiive as he, and you don't know how insidious spacial disorientation is until you get your instrument rating, or your dead.
I remember. Such terrible losses at such a young age.  Waiting for a miracle that would never happen.   Hearing of this latest tragedy of the Kennedy famly felt so personal to me.  My stomach knotted up.  I cried.
I remember being amazed at how another cold blooded murder of a member of the Kennedy family could be so easily pulled off in front of the public. No questions, no real investigation, complete press and media participation to go along with such a "tragic accident". It is interesting to note that the young Kennedy was to announce his run for the presidency the very next day. (which he would have won!) Also it is interesting to note that the weather really wasn't that bad that day as the press reported. As well Kennedy was quite an experienced pilot as the press did not report. Hmmmm
People, please get on with your lives. You didn't know this man and wouldn't if he had any other last name. He died of foolishness and we had to send out a naval armada only because of his uncle's political clout.

The people who threw tea in Boston Harbor surely turnover in their grave when people fawn over the Kennedys.
Just like my mother, I too lost a Kennedy in my generation. Even though I am Canadian we are still captivated with Camelot. My mom told me she remembers to this day where she was when she heard that JFK was shot. I too, remember where I was when JFK Jr. was confirmed dead. A tragedy for his family and a double tragedy for the Bessette family. Losing a child must be unimaginable and painful enough, but to lose two at the same time must be the ultimate pain. My heart and prayers go out to the ones left behind.
Jim from Modesto has it right.  JFK Jr.'s irresponsible, incompetent piloting cost his two passengers their lives.  All he had to do was turn the autopilot on to stabilize the situation until they could get help, but he wasn't even up to making that decision.
My husband and I and our granddaughter were going to Marth's Vineyard thay=t very morning, when a friend called and said "put on the News right now. JFK Jr.'s plane is missing and they think he is dead.We got to Martha's Vineyard and there were literally reporters from ALL over the world! We saw a little makeshift memorial on the beach with three seperate flowers, ballons, and flora native to the islands. What a sad day. A day or two later we saw ted Kennedy and his son and a nephew getting on a boat to go out on a search mission. It was just devastating to see the pain in their faces. JFK Jr was an incredibly handsome guy. I jsut wish he had lived to see what contributions he would have made to the American people. he joins his dad and mom in eternity!
It's a pity that there are lowlifes on this site who choose not to remember or mourn JFK, Jr and his wife and sister-in-law, but spew self-righteous comments about whose fault the crash was.  Unless someone died and made you walk on water, you do not know for certain whose "fault" it was they died.  Everything is supposition-what's important is what JFK, Jr accomplished with what time on earth he had. God Bless him and his loved ones.
The man did nothing in life except have the good fortune to be born a Kennedy.  He died because he was stupid.  There was no reason for an inexperirenced pilot to make an overwater flight, at night , in a aircraft he wasnt that familiar with.  If he really needed to get somewhere, he could have tapped into the cash he inherited and hired a professional pilot.  Had he done this, he'd probably still be alive. Instead, his stupidity wound up killing 3 people.  Moron! Does anyone really think the Coast Guard would have mounted such an intense search effort if John Q. Citizen went missing?  Millions of dollars of taxpayer money were spent on the search effort...just because he was a Kennedy.  Why is this guy missed??????
I hope he is in a good place, maybe with his mom and dad.
Not a big Kennedy fan but this one tugged the heart strings.  


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